Up in the Air

My life is kind of up in the air at the moment. School is cemented and I continue to hate it every day. But I'm pluggin through...and I'm soooo close. But work...work is not so cemented. about a month ago I got a job as a PCA taking care of my roommate's grandmother. It's been really rewarding work, I enjoyed my time with both my client and her family. They were all really wonderful. And I feel like I was just getting use to being there with them on weekends and I was just finally feeling like I had a regular schedule (what with working there, still working at Caribou, and with school starting).

My client passed away last night/this morning.

Not only am I grieving the person that she was and feeling bad for the family that she left, I'm also a little frightened. I don't know what work is going to mean for me now. I called the company I'm registered for and asked for more clients, but at the moment I don't know what I'm going to be doing, for whom, or how many hours I'm going to be working and when. It's really scary...the scariest part being not knowing what my paychecks are going to be.

So anyways...my life is a little up in the air right now because of this, and not only would my client's family appreciate the prayers, but I would appreciate prayers as well...that I'll be able to find a good client and good hours.

Also, one of these days I'm going to put up a recipe Jake and I tried and what the meal looked like. It was DELICIOUS. It's actually our favorite dish from our favorite restaurant (Big Bowl: Chinese and Thai). Next post  =)

*edit*
I forgot to mention that my parents chihuahua that they've had  since about February died yesterday. He was hit by a car and killed instantly. Too much death this week...too much death. I know a dog isn't the same as a grandma, and I wasn't as attached to him as I am to my 8 year old dog I've had since he was 8 weeks old, but it's still sad.

Genna (Jake's little sis) and Jojo (my parents dog) summer 2011.

Rest in Peace, mojo Jojo