Monday monday mondayyy...

Dear Monday,
I do not like you. Please leave me alone.

Sincerely,
Your enemy...Weekend.

Haha. I'm trying to have a bit of humor today because well..I'm tired. And I'm sick and tired. And I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. And I'm being a bit pessimistic today.
But here is my plan of attack/goal to make that better:

• Quit Caribou Coffee. I don't enjoy it, it's a stress on my life, and the ONLY reason I haven't quit or reason I would stay is for the money. It drains my precious energy I guess. I'm praying this is the right decision and that God will lead me once I'm done. I'm giving my two weeks notice today.
• Start reading my bible and other Christian related books instead of watching so much TV or spending too much time on Facebook (which my good friend-- best friends husband--has helped me with by blocking Facebook on my laptop. Keeps me off while I'm at school at the very least).
• Start doing Pilates. I NEED to start doing some sort of exercise. Apparently my parents canceled my YMCA membership (which I did not know, but cannot control), and I KNOW I need to be doing something. Especially since winter is coming on quickly. It helps my energy level and my happiness level. At least a little.
• Getting my homework done farther ahead of time, and actually READING what I'm suppose to be reading.
• Going to bed earlier so I can get up earlier so I am not rushing to get everywhere I go.
• Spending less time with my ex. I know I care about him and it's hard for me to be away from him and be alone, but I KNOW I need this. And that he needs this. 

They are all tough things to do. It will noooot be easy. But I'm praying for God's strength and that he'll help me have better self-control. I'm done just being frustrated with myself and saying that I hate my life. It's time for me to just...change it.